to that troubled brother:

i'm in a position similar to yours. i had sleepless nights because of this. you cldnt imagine the things thats goin on inside my head. i lost the trust of some of my closest friends. i dun let it trouble me now though. i'm lying. it does bother me sometimes. but i try my best not to let it get the better of what i really feel.

i do make mistakes but i believe what i'm doing now is the right thing. so i shall believe in that and only that. my dad told me that.

my feelings are pure.