ahh, the letter finally came. i'm gonna be an army boy.
sweet jesus.

15 weeks in tekong starting on the 2nd of june.
its not all that bad, most of the people from my current batch
in sch will be there too. theres some consolation right there.
just a little bit.

will be going to tioman on thursday.
been looking forward to that for years.
finally a gateway to the beach far away (well not really) from here.
looking forward to snorkelling and all that sea stuffs.
heard the food's okay, will bring charcoal pills just in case.

will post pictures. or you guys can check my shutterfly.
most of yall have my acc.

know what, i need to find a job.. 70cents in the wallet can't even
buy me a can of drink in the vending machine..

i've been calculating, the next 2 yrs of my life, i'll be earning abt 450 a mth..
so that'll be abt 450x24=10800. thats the minimun amt i'll get i think..
geez.. thats not much..

some friends of mine are planning to tie the knot with their respective missus
soon, really am happy for them.. it costs quite a some ey ? i've been thinking, with
no savings, how am i gonna pull it off when my time comes.. geez..
once i start thinking abt these stuffs, i can bloddy well say goodnight to my good
nights sleep balls.. it really is mind boggling.. try it..

back to the topic at hand, yes, theres none to begin with,
why are people afraid to share stuff regarding money ?
i asked a few colleagues (they have their own business) how
they started on you know, setting up the whole business thingy,
the funds or whatever.. AND, all of them replied my the same thing..

"slowly lah.."

??!!zomfgbbqchips7?!

whats that supposed to mean.. slowly what ? i can get up from bed slowly
too and that wouldnt kick-start my business you know. jeezuz.
are they afraid that i might persue the same line of whatever.
cause it makes no bloody sense. i just wanted to know.

my pc's mute at the moment. the mobo (motherboard) sound card
decided to die on me.. its time to upgrade i guess.. pc's been creating
a lot of trouble lately.. am sick of it sometimes really..

am trying to detox my body, but decided not to cause its only
plain water that is to be consumed. not a single bloody flavour
can be added. wtf. thats kinda boring aint it..

currently waiting fo rthe letter to serve the nation.
yeah yeah. all of you are done. fuck off.
dont let me hit you. j/k. i love yall.

_|_ (O_o) _|_

so ok. after years of block studies and a shitload amount of gaming in labs,
its finally over. thats right. the fairytale has ended. the journey is over,
and er.. the dream is well, there was no dream to begin with.

not to mention the last king has been defeated, the can crushed, the last breath exhaled,
the last stick of fags in the box has been smoked, the finishing line crossed,
the orgasm climaxed, the handphone finally rang, the plants flowered, the ass farted,
the boxer fell to the ground with a loud thud, the dragons slayed, the buddha bongged,
the cd burned, the jedi prevailed, the sith forced sucked arse hair, the meter gamed,
the bomb exploded, the banana peeled and well, you get the idea.

the people took a plentiful amount of pictures on the last day. it was great i guess.
everybody left soon after. that was it. it wasnt healthy in my opinion. ended up talking to the people till the lights shut off. now that was great. there was the standard exchange of phone numbers sessions. the 4 months was one of the best working experience i've ever had.

thanks guys.

it has been a great week at work.. everything went to plan..
if there was any in the first place.

maybe its because you know exactly what to do where and when,
under what circumstances, when it comes to which users, and all that stuffs.

a rat fell from the ceiling while i was at a user's site. a dead rat.
chao chee. seram nak mampos siols. pukz.
everybody freaked the fuck up as if it was eating their lunch.
it was gross though. bluek.

i'm left with 5 working days and thats it.. what will i do then ?
geez.. no more more work. dun get me wrong, it feels great being able
to graduate at-fucking-last. its been what, 4 yrs ?
however, being with strangers whom, in 4 mths became quite good friends,
and leaving is well, emo-ish.

sigh.. so much things to buy.. i got a whole list of want-to-buy-list..
and my god.. thats a lot of fucking money.. i wanna go for a holiday..
you know, friends, beaches, some drinks, snorkelling or some shit like that..
was thinking of tioman.. it'll be great..

anybody wanna go ? hit me up.. we can build sandcastles, and and all that.
entry forms' at safra..
just beside the i-wanna-join-asone application booth..

18 more days and you will see my face no more.

empty corridors, bad company, cold, silent, sleazy eyes
politics, payment advices, packed lots, tired fingers

"So much on my mind I just can't recline
Blastin holes in the night till she bled sunshine
Breathe in, inhale vapors from bright stars that shine
Breathe out, weed smoke retrace the skyline" - Black Star