its been almost a month.
enduring most of the time.
its mentally stressful man.

for all the hard work, personally,
its not worth the fucking money and time.
to be serving at this particular vocation that is.
can't even spend on a decent pair of shoes with this pay. heh.

like on the T island, the more fun activities, for me,
involves going to the rumbling jungle tumble.
theres nobody to fuck you up there. i loike.

other than that, my thoughts often drifted into the realms of whatever.
puffing the magic dragons, living by the sea. california dreamin.
those kinda ish-es.

can't wait for next week. cause why ?
cause its fucking raya thats why. jeeez.

those koko crunch cum honey cornflakes cum
cookies cum kuih tart cum rendang + ketupat cum
lemang + serondeng (omfg BBQ !) cum
duit raya jgn lupa nak deberi ~ cum
those-things-that-make-your-fingers-orange ala super rings cum
jessssssssssssssus.

1st day of hari raya.
that night i have to book in.

2nd day of hari raya.
field fucking camp.
of 4 days.

fuck them ok. really.
fuck them.

_|_ _|_

see that ?
fuck them.

" down ! down ! down ! down ! down !
down ! down ! down ! down ! down !
down ! down ! down ! down ! down !
down ! down ! down ! down ! down ! "

you fucking cheebye. fucked up.

man. life is tough here. a culture shock.
its all physical and shit like that.

jeeez. other than that, its fasting mth.
i love the food at bazaars. will be missing that this mth.
damn..

so long, and good night.

thank you for the memories. its been fun. fucked up at times,
but fun nonetheless. the experience was priceless.
from mainland, i salute you.

will update yall on the posting.

this is becoming more like a monthly magazine issue.

ok so. 5 more days and i'll be through.
goodness man. seriously, 15 weeks just like that.
i'm not saying its fast. not like those,
"don't worry man, 15 weeks is a short time."

its fucking long dammit. the reason why people
say its short is probably because, the journey is coming
to an end. and it somehow triggers a metabolism thingy;
pumping high morale and adrenaline into the person;
thus, making it possible for the individual to think,
that its actually short when its not. right ?

either way, i'm glad nonetheless. but.
ah'hah.

this is the best period of my bloody 2 yrs.
so what does that tell me ?
i'm glad that the best period of my 2yrs has ended ?
i'm glad that the remaining 20months is gonna be
fucked up ?

ah'hah.

we'll just see where i will go.
the results will be out on the 15th.
so watch wa wa wa wa, wa watch it out.

thinking abt it. it really is quite an experience.
fyi, i just walked a massive 24click march.
it was fucking shaggadelic i tell ya.
i mean, my god. who the fuck walks 24clicks ?

the army of course. heeebijeebeeez.

other than that, i feel a sense of satisfaction.
i managed to lose those extra kilos and
am a healthier person. wooo.

lets give it up for the fat kid.

"i got soul but i'm not a soldier."

its been almost a month. wait. heh.

its been 2 mths already. life is adaptable.
i'm glad. thankfully. its been a while.

life is somewhat different now.
everyone has moved up to another level of whatever.
being the last to finish national fucking service doesnt help.
really.

get that dough. get that car. and house. and other dandy things.
that ad just stresses me out.

weekends are precious. yet i waste them every week.
theres nothing to reach for now.

emo eh. jeeezuz. on a side note, i could fit my once tight ass tees.
give it up for me.

raffles now has an underground mall ?!
maaa gawd.

i still love fireworks, daisies and happy stuff.
the army however, provides none.


how are things going for you lately ?