so long, and good night.

thank you for the memories. its been fun. fucked up at times,
but fun nonetheless. the experience was priceless.
from mainland, i salute you.

will update yall on the posting.

this is becoming more like a monthly magazine issue.

ok so. 5 more days and i'll be through.
goodness man. seriously, 15 weeks just like that.
i'm not saying its fast. not like those,
"don't worry man, 15 weeks is a short time."

its fucking long dammit. the reason why people
say its short is probably because, the journey is coming
to an end. and it somehow triggers a metabolism thingy;
pumping high morale and adrenaline into the person;
thus, making it possible for the individual to think,
that its actually short when its not. right ?

either way, i'm glad nonetheless. but.
ah'hah.

this is the best period of my bloody 2 yrs.
so what does that tell me ?
i'm glad that the best period of my 2yrs has ended ?
i'm glad that the remaining 20months is gonna be
fucked up ?

ah'hah.

we'll just see where i will go.
the results will be out on the 15th.
so watch wa wa wa wa, wa watch it out.

thinking abt it. it really is quite an experience.
fyi, i just walked a massive 24click march.
it was fucking shaggadelic i tell ya.
i mean, my god. who the fuck walks 24clicks ?

the army of course. heeebijeebeeez.

other than that, i feel a sense of satisfaction.
i managed to lose those extra kilos and
am a healthier person. wooo.

lets give it up for the fat kid.

"i got soul but i'm not a soldier."

its been almost a month. wait. heh.

its been 2 mths already. life is adaptable.
i'm glad. thankfully. its been a while.

life is somewhat different now.
everyone has moved up to another level of whatever.
being the last to finish national fucking service doesnt help.
really.

get that dough. get that car. and house. and other dandy things.
that ad just stresses me out.

weekends are precious. yet i waste them every week.
theres nothing to reach for now.

emo eh. jeeezuz. on a side note, i could fit my once tight ass tees.
give it up for me.

raffles now has an underground mall ?!
maaa gawd.

i still love fireworks, daisies and happy stuff.
the army however, provides none.


how are things going for you lately ?

the food still tastes like a bloody kuniang.
so far the stuffs there were, well, do-able.

it still feels weird having a rifle in your locker though.
those stuff can kill u know.. jeez..

had the grenade session.
it was quite cool. the safety drills were ridiculously tiring though.

hmm what else.
the pumping, or 'welfare' as they call it was a bloody chibai.
goodness. had my ippt the other day. results are, well, i think
its better to just shut the hell up.

other than that things are ok i guess. the people are slowly opening up.
like a jerry can. (step usage of army things.)

will be gone for 2 weeks for field-muthafucking-camp.
only able to bring in a box of cigarettes for 2 fucking weeks.
bunk mate got cought smoking his ass out in the loo.

thats abt it.
i ~ don't want to lead an army life !

its too regimented. seriously.
loosen up tell them. jeeezibeeegeees.

damn man.

at fucking last you might say.
well, the foods fucked up inside.
it might take some getting used to.

take care party people.